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Sep. 29th, 2020 09:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
castalieWhat's worse than a Covid-related red zone? A scarlet one! My, was that a brilliant idea! So now I live in a super-red zone and I also work in one. Ok, then! New restrictions came up last week. But of course, don't mind me! I swear they're slowly getting us mentally ready for a new Lockdown coming up in the next few weeks. Who cares, anyway! (I do, I care).
2020, am I right?
I've felt a bit out of sorts the past two weeks but I think I'm feeling better now. Things are what they are so *shrug* Good thing is that even when feeling a bit under the weather, I still maintained the limited social life I've carved for myself since last March, so there is that. And I had the most relaxed and loveliest weekend I've had in a while, it did a world of good ♥
Fannish wise, the love for everything The Old Guard hasn't abated. I'm sure the deep and intense love will settle one day but it is not this day ;)
The reading is going strong, the writing, not so much. I visit the AO3 tag basically every day and have read TOG without fail since watching the movie for the first time, but I haven't written a lot since I posted my last fic. Not gonna lie, I do miss it but, at the same time, I wasn't in the right headspace for that and I told myself there was no need to try and force it, that it would be quite a bad idea and most certainly only make things worse if I tried so I just let go and patiently waited for the drive to come back. It hasn't come back as such but I've felt a nudge here and there recently and it's enough to make me content for now :) I've had an idea for a new fic for one so, at least, the inspiration is still there. I'm not ready to write it at all but I've noted down some bits and pieces for when I am. Even better yet, Sunday evening I actually wrote a small paragraph for the fic I am currently writing and hope to finish... maybe this month - I mean October? If headspace and time etc. allow. We'll see.
Anyway. I can't decide whether my post is positive or not lol I'm ok, even if doesn't exactly sound like it. I hope you are too. Take care of yourselves, mates <3
ETA: Would you believe that right after I posted this entry, a scene popped up in my head (for the Next Fic, not the Current Fic) and a couple of hours later I've written1200 (now) 1330 words? I actually have written the whole sequence, from beginning to end. A scene I love, to boot ♥ I will, obviously, re-read it tomorrow, and see whether I feel the same, but even if I don't, I'm very pleased right now because the words flowed and it felt good :)
2020, am I right?
I've felt a bit out of sorts the past two weeks but I think I'm feeling better now. Things are what they are so *shrug* Good thing is that even when feeling a bit under the weather, I still maintained the limited social life I've carved for myself since last March, so there is that. And I had the most relaxed and loveliest weekend I've had in a while, it did a world of good ♥
Fannish wise, the love for everything The Old Guard hasn't abated. I'm sure the deep and intense love will settle one day but it is not this day ;)
The reading is going strong, the writing, not so much. I visit the AO3 tag basically every day and have read TOG without fail since watching the movie for the first time, but I haven't written a lot since I posted my last fic. Not gonna lie, I do miss it but, at the same time, I wasn't in the right headspace for that and I told myself there was no need to try and force it, that it would be quite a bad idea and most certainly only make things worse if I tried so I just let go and patiently waited for the drive to come back. It hasn't come back as such but I've felt a nudge here and there recently and it's enough to make me content for now :) I've had an idea for a new fic for one so, at least, the inspiration is still there. I'm not ready to write it at all but I've noted down some bits and pieces for when I am. Even better yet, Sunday evening I actually wrote a small paragraph for the fic I am currently writing and hope to finish... maybe this month - I mean October? If headspace and time etc. allow. We'll see.
Anyway. I can't decide whether my post is positive or not lol I'm ok, even if doesn't exactly sound like it. I hope you are too. Take care of yourselves, mates <3
ETA: Would you believe that right after I posted this entry, a scene popped up in my head (for the Next Fic, not the Current Fic) and a couple of hours later I've written
