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[castalie]

When I disappear off the side of LJ I usually see it happening: I mean to update but get caught in up something else, start an entry then feel like it's completely uninteresting (not that my entries are interesting per se but at least they're of interest to me) and never finish it but this time around Life just got in the way. I look at the date of my last entry and this one I'm like "er what happened exactly?". Everything seems to be going too fast somehow. I'm also tired all the time, basically.

I have some health issues that are tiring me down, I think. What do you know, trying to find a diet that doesn't make my stomach ache or make me feel bloated all the time is starting to get on my nerves a little. I've been having some exams to try and find what the hell is going on and so far nothing (which, obviously, in and of itself is not a bad thing either). As I said last year when I talked about other related health issues, it's still nothing serious or life threatening which, I am immensely grateful for, but could we find what it is that is slowly making meals an issue to overcome? Come on, not to go stereotypical on you all but I'm French and we French Love Food... this is unnatural!

Well. Jokes aside, it's starting to get annoying. It feels like I'm thinking about food (what to eat, when to eat it, how to eat it) all the time and that's not something I normally do. Then I'm afraid that thinking about food all the time is making things even more complicated and not helping at all which, in turn, makes me feel annoyed at myself etc.

Ok, whining over! Sometimes you just have to let it out. And I'm not whiny all the time, thankfully. The weather is making me very happy at the moment, for instance. Temperatures are dropping and it feels like Autumn has arrived for good. And I have the day off today which feels with me glee.

Speaking of: I'm off to watch the latest teaser for the Daredevil season 3 (I am so excited, you guys! Season 3 is going to be epic) and follow with the premiere of Manifest. Then I'll see if I can find a download of the New Amsterdam premiere. As for tonight I'll go to bed early and cuddle up with The N°1 Ladies' Detective Agency which I've purchased recently. Cozy program, I think.

Hope you're doing ok, flist. Some big *hugs* if that's not the case.

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[turps]

That would be annoying. I'm not comparing as it's not the same situation at all, but I remember what it was like after my op to have to focus on food so tightly, and it takes any pleasure away. I really hope they find the cause soon, and you can go back to eating without having to think about every bite.

I found out about Manifest from Kayleigh's gf, who's going crazy to see it. Sadly she's not a torrent/download person, so I suspect she'll be waiting a while as there's not sign of it being shown here yet.

But yeah, all the shows coming back and the new ones, too. It's exciting but also a little overwhelming.

[castalie]

But you're right, it's the focus on food that just makes it less pleasurable than it should be. I'm crossing my fingers too. Need to make my next appointment with my doctor, actually *takes notes*

That's too bad for Kayleigh's gf, the show is promising. I thought the pilot was strong and engaging. It's not LOST and I don't think it's going to be revolutionary (although one never knows!) but it could be a good mystery show.