Lost killed me!
Dec. 9th, 2004 04:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
castalieOMFG!
I didn't even write an introduction before the cut tag this time because this would mean I'm calm enough and coherent enough to play around the issue and this is so far from the truth that's it not even funny so I'll be direct : OMG OMG OMG I can't believe this episode! I... it shook me up so much you wouldn't believe it - they killed me, KILLED ME, I tell you!
How could they do this tome us?? I thought they'd killed my boy! I thought the pic I'd seen of Jack and Charlie together was a fucking hoax or a deleted scene from a previous scene or I don't fucking know what and that they'd killed their first character and I'd been wrong all along and why did it have to be Charlie - why WHY? Not him, man, not him!
That very first moment when we saw Charlie's hands and we realised he'd been hung creeped me out and I gasped because that image was tough, but I wasn't that worried yet because I was sure Jack would do some quick CPR and my guy would come back... I was so not prepared for what happened next, so not prepared for the violence of the scene. I mean, fucking shit, each time Jack struck Charlie, I was cringing and gasping - it was.. so desperate and just, so violent, I don't know - man, it shook me up. Kate's reaction really was spot on - I loved her quite much during that scene because I was right with her. I didn't want to believe at first like her, then when I started to think Charlie was dead, I sure didn't want to look at Jack hitting him over and over and over and I sure as hell didn't want to listen to the sound of fist meeting chest - and then Jack started to hit harder and faster and he was crying too, refusing to let go and when finally Charlie took his first painful painful breath - man, I took a huge breath with him myself and it felt like my chest was hurting. And then Kate was crying from joy this time and Jack was cradling Charlie close oh so close to him and it was just too good, too good, do you hear me?! *hyperventilates*
Jack? I learnt to like you throughout this first part of this season, but today? I loved you because you cried and you didn't give up and you brought my Charlie back and I'm so grateful, man *sobs in relief* And if anyone doubted your love for Charlie until this moment? Well, you gave them proof enough because Jack/Charlie is so Jim/Blair! I mean, puh-lease, don't tell me you didn't see it? They pulled a Blair on Charlie! Jim and Blair had the Fountain scene, Jack and Charlie now have the Big Bad Tree scene, and like Jim, Jack refused to admit defeat and refused to give up. He had to bring his lover back and he fucking did! And Jack didn't even have a spirit animal like Jim did, so seriously that's a bigger exploit than one could imagine.
Theirloveissoresurrectional!
I don't know if some people will find that scene cheesy or what, but man it worked for me big time...
I FEEL LIKE CRYING, I love that scene so fucking much - what am I saying, I love the whole episode so much - I think they traumatised me forever [/drama queen]
Because yeah something else that made me fall for the episode and fall hard from the very beginning? Oh man, you really need to ask? The SLASH, people, the slash! It was all over the place, just about everywhere! Like, not five minutes after the episode began we already had both Jack and Locke going crazy when they realised their lover had disappeared. Jack's Where's Charlie... Where's Charlie?? was a lover's cry - nothing else. And Locke? Was right with him - only, Locke being Locke he was being more rational, of course. I think we had both Jack/Charlie + Locked/Charlie and Jack/Charlie/Locke here today - depends on how we looked at the scenes. But Jack's despair at finding his lover was really painful to watch and I'm more heavily leaning toward the Jack/Charlie persuasion now, which as of today's episode becomes my Lost OTP1 after all... It was Locke/Charlie first but I'm revising my hierarchy with each new episode so right now, let's say Jack/Charlie OTP1, Locke/Charlie OTP2 and Hurley/Charlie OTP3.
And la cerise sur le gateau... Charlie was all traumatised and mute! Can it get better? *blink*
If we don't get more Jack/Charlie fics after this episode, I don't think we'll ever will. Might as well write my own - though I don't see it happening right now, but damn the potential *purrs*
Aaaaaaaaaand we even had Sayid/Sawer back! Still angsty and stuff, but twas back - sorta.
So huh yeah, now that I found my zen back - sorta...I guess I should talk about, you know, the other things that were creepy and stuff, but it's difficult to focus so let's make it quick :
- Where is Claire? Why did They want her - or her and the baby, obviously. Did Mr Great Seer see all of that or did he totally fuck up and it's his fault we're all in this predicament, like, if the baby becomes evil it'll be because he just saw a tiny portion of what was going to happen on the island?
- Said Others? Are creeping me out, which okay is the point, but it's working.
- What did Locke and Boone find? What's inside? Is there even something inside - is it going somewhere cool and creepy?
- I'm sure I'm forgetting tons of stuff, but sorry it can't be helped because my mind is still on the Big Bad Tree scene, did you even read my review??
Stimadlytrulyhopelesslyinlovewiththatshow!
And dammit but don't tell me we're at the mid-season hiatus and we'll have to waitforever until January to see the rest? *gasp*
ETA: There's something really really fucked up with those people.
I didn't even write an introduction before the cut tag this time because this would mean I'm calm enough and coherent enough to play around the issue and this is so far from the truth that's it not even funny so I'll be direct : OMG OMG OMG I can't believe this episode! I... it shook me up so much you wouldn't believe it - they killed me, KILLED ME, I tell you!
How could they do this to
That very first moment when we saw Charlie's hands and we realised he'd been hung creeped me out and I gasped because that image was tough, but I wasn't that worried yet because I was sure Jack would do some quick CPR and my guy would come back... I was so not prepared for what happened next, so not prepared for the violence of the scene. I mean, fucking shit, each time Jack struck Charlie, I was cringing and gasping - it was.. so desperate and just, so violent, I don't know - man, it shook me up. Kate's reaction really was spot on - I loved her quite much during that scene because I was right with her. I didn't want to believe at first like her, then when I started to think Charlie was dead, I sure didn't want to look at Jack hitting him over and over and over and I sure as hell didn't want to listen to the sound of fist meeting chest - and then Jack started to hit harder and faster and he was crying too, refusing to let go and when finally Charlie took his first painful painful breath - man, I took a huge breath with him myself and it felt like my chest was hurting. And then Kate was crying from joy this time and Jack was cradling Charlie close oh so close to him and it was just too good, too good, do you hear me?! *hyperventilates*
Jack? I learnt to like you throughout this first part of this season, but today? I loved you because you cried and you didn't give up and you brought my Charlie back and I'm so grateful, man *sobs in relief* And if anyone doubted your love for Charlie until this moment? Well, you gave them proof enough because Jack/Charlie is so Jim/Blair! I mean, puh-lease, don't tell me you didn't see it? They pulled a Blair on Charlie! Jim and Blair had the Fountain scene, Jack and Charlie now have the Big Bad Tree scene, and like Jim, Jack refused to admit defeat and refused to give up. He had to bring his lover back and he fucking did! And Jack didn't even have a spirit animal like Jim did, so seriously that's a bigger exploit than one could imagine.
Theirloveissoresurrectional!
I don't know if some people will find that scene cheesy or what, but man it worked for me big time...
I FEEL LIKE CRYING, I love that scene so fucking much - what am I saying, I love the whole episode so much - I think they traumatised me forever [/drama queen]
Because yeah something else that made me fall for the episode and fall hard from the very beginning? Oh man, you really need to ask? The SLASH, people, the slash! It was all over the place, just about everywhere! Like, not five minutes after the episode began we already had both Jack and Locke going crazy when they realised their lover had disappeared. Jack's Where's Charlie... Where's Charlie?? was a lover's cry - nothing else. And Locke? Was right with him - only, Locke being Locke he was being more rational, of course. I think we had both Jack/Charlie + Locked/Charlie and Jack/Charlie/Locke here today - depends on how we looked at the scenes. But Jack's despair at finding his lover was really painful to watch and I'm more heavily leaning toward the Jack/Charlie persuasion now, which as of today's episode becomes my Lost OTP1 after all... It was Locke/Charlie first but I'm revising my hierarchy with each new episode so right now, let's say Jack/Charlie OTP1, Locke/Charlie OTP2 and Hurley/Charlie OTP3.
And la cerise sur le gateau... Charlie was all traumatised and mute! Can it get better? *blink*
If we don't get more Jack/Charlie fics after this episode, I don't think we'll ever will. Might as well write my own - though I don't see it happening right now, but damn the potential *purrs*
Aaaaaaaaaand we even had Sayid/Sawer back! Still angsty and stuff, but twas back - sorta.
So huh yeah, now that I found my zen back - sorta...I guess I should talk about, you know, the other things that were creepy and stuff, but it's difficult to focus so let's make it quick :
- Where is Claire? Why did They want her - or her and the baby, obviously. Did Mr Great Seer see all of that or did he totally fuck up and it's his fault we're all in this predicament, like, if the baby becomes evil it'll be because he just saw a tiny portion of what was going to happen on the island?
- Said Others? Are creeping me out, which okay is the point, but it's working.
- What did Locke and Boone find? What's inside? Is there even something inside - is it going somewhere cool and creepy?
- I'm sure I'm forgetting tons of stuff, but sorry it can't be helped because my mind is still on the Big Bad Tree scene, did you even read my review??
Stimadlytrulyhopelesslyinlovewiththatshow!
And dammit but don't tell me we're at the mid-season hiatus and we'll have to wait
ETA: There's something really really fucked up with those people.
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Date: 2004-12-10 11:29 am (UTC)your non-con is showing! hahaha!!
Jack/Charlie OTP1, Locke/Charlie OTP2 and Hurley/Charlie OTP3.
you're such a Chalie slut! lol ... or is your Charlie such a slut? well, same difference. lol
now for the serious stuff ...
i feel the Jack/Charlie love! and god knows Jack still isn't my favourite character, but i can't deny Teh Slash of the episode. not that i'm not usually seeing it, but there! was soooooo obvious. Jack's "where is charlie" ... and he's completely panicked, and he's looking for Charlie and to hell with the fat blonde chick, whatshername, ah, Claire! lol
i also believe in the power of denial so i never truly believed Charlie wasn't coming back. but the denial was fighting with the faith in the writers which means that i kinda believe what i'm shown, so i reacted to it even though i knew he couldn't be dead. was just not an option. that scene was so violent ... *shudders* i thought Kate was gonna puke, seriouly. i would have, too, cause the guy sitting in the mud, pretty much beating up a corpse at that point ... not an pretty sight, eh? and the craddling, and the crying ... *feels the Jack/Charlie*
i also felt the Sawyer/Sayid, hehe. "Sayid is back???". haha. i think Walt has detected something between those two, cause why would he bring it up otherwise? lol
What happened to Claire? something way weirder than what we suspected before the show. how did Ethan drag both Charlie and Claire? why is Charlie so traumatized? (i mean besides having died by hanging) it's as if he doesn't want to say what happened. which makes us want to know even more! ahhh!
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Date: 2004-12-10 05:38 pm (UTC)Yes yes yes! His first thought was for Charlie and he really sounded panicked and afraid. I couldn't believe my luck and I kept thinking about slashers looking at this episode and seeing the Jack/Charlie love, as in even if someone didn't like that pairing, they couldn't deny it anymore, ya know? lol
I really liked Kate's reaction, she really looked and sounded desperate and totally lost - as if she didn't know what to do to stop Jack but couldn't stand the situation and what he was doing. They were both out of control, but Jack was the best of course - and how lucky we all are that Jack didn't listen to her, btw!
Yes, how did Ethan drag them both, indeed? And Charlie must have seen something really traumatic. He sounds more in denial than anything else... feels like he doesn't want to remember what he saw, what he heard. In any case, he was nicely traumatised and I just enjoyed it because I'm twisted like that *nodnod*