I'm dead aka I Watched SPN 3x16
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castalieI just watched 3x16 and I'm... I don't even know. I'm still crying actually. I can't believe they did it! They actually sent Dean to Hell *sobs*
I felt like crying for most of the episode but at the end? When Dean was being torn apart - God, I almost couldn't watch that scene - I was bawling and then Sam knelt by his corpse and no-one could have comforted us!
I just - DEAN! That last scene fucking killed me; and his screams resonating even after the actual image of him in Hell had disappeared? Was so chilling and awful. Him calling out for help. Oh shit, I need to stop thinking about it *shivers* It really did me in.
Seriously, dude, seriously! My eternal love and respect for Kripke and Manners who actually went with it and didn't save Dean. I'm always surprised when a show does something like that. You always expect a sort of twist that will save everyone... when it doesn't happen, it's a bit of a shock.
As for the rest; oh man I have SUCH LOVE for that finale! From start to finish. Even though it was really bad for my blood pressure, I adore it when an episode makes me feel like that. SPN seems to be a category of its own; it makes me flail and fret. Like, physically. I'll scream and gasp and cringe and startle and cry. A lot. I LOVE SPN WITH THE PASSION OF A THOUSAND FIERY SUNS! I just needed to let that out :-)
So, anyway, yes, the rest of the episode. Loved everything. I think it sums it up pretty good lol The very first scene with Bobby - HI BOBBY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TOO! - lasted around 6 minutes? In theory, maybe. Because I kept rewindind it, so lasted a 'tad' longer for me *cough*
Bobby was his awesome self and I can't get enough of his relationship with the boys... the way he relates to them - to Dean - is a joy to see ♥ ♥ "Family don't end with blood, boy" HEEEE! That whole scene was L.O.V.E!
And all the emotional scenes! So many of them! Sam so incredibly desperate to save Dean. Dean so desperate not to let Sam do anything that could turn against him. So paiful. And the honesty between them... I loved hearing Dean acknowledge their fucked-up pattern of sacrificing themselves for the others, how they love and take care of each other in a such a way that things always end up in tears and blood and that it had to stop here and now.
Actually I think I could run a loving commentary about every single scene of that episode so let's just that I loved it. I also hated it because it was painful and heartwrenching, but it was fantastic!
So to sum up; there's no way I could textually render my love for that show. Or that finale ♥ ♥
I'll wait for the fics to be written now - both FPS and RPS - because, well, if you watched the episode, you know why.
Oh and it was fun seeing Megan Connor/Anna Galvin in SPN :-)
And on a RL now. I had my job interview and it went really well! The head of department said he wanted to hire me but that he has to take it with the Human Resource Department and with the Dean and stuff. Apparently he's a bit at war with them because he's trying to develop his department and needs more people but they're a bit reluctant. Let's just hope he'll get the last word. Especially as the guy actually told me that he had no intention of paying me minimum wage... If he gets a say in it, I'll be paid more than what I earned before! Due to my experience and competence and diploma. I think my eyes got very wide at the comment because I thought that kind of thing didn't exist at the Sorbonne! But it does! Oh, man, this would be so great! So I'm keeping my fingers crossed now. I should get an answer by the end of the month *fingers crossed*
I felt like crying for most of the episode but at the end? When Dean was being torn apart - God, I almost couldn't watch that scene - I was bawling and then Sam knelt by his corpse and no-one could have comforted us!
I just - DEAN! That last scene fucking killed me; and his screams resonating even after the actual image of him in Hell had disappeared? Was so chilling and awful. Him calling out for help. Oh shit, I need to stop thinking about it *shivers* It really did me in.
Seriously, dude, seriously! My eternal love and respect for Kripke and Manners who actually went with it and didn't save Dean. I'm always surprised when a show does something like that. You always expect a sort of twist that will save everyone... when it doesn't happen, it's a bit of a shock.
As for the rest; oh man I have SUCH LOVE for that finale! From start to finish. Even though it was really bad for my blood pressure, I adore it when an episode makes me feel like that. SPN seems to be a category of its own; it makes me flail and fret. Like, physically. I'll scream and gasp and cringe and startle and cry. A lot. I LOVE SPN WITH THE PASSION OF A THOUSAND FIERY SUNS! I just needed to let that out :-)
So, anyway, yes, the rest of the episode. Loved everything. I think it sums it up pretty good lol The very first scene with Bobby - HI BOBBY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TOO! - lasted around 6 minutes? In theory, maybe. Because I kept rewindind it, so lasted a 'tad' longer for me *cough*
Bobby was his awesome self and I can't get enough of his relationship with the boys... the way he relates to them - to Dean - is a joy to see ♥ ♥ "Family don't end with blood, boy" HEEEE! That whole scene was L.O.V.E!
And all the emotional scenes! So many of them! Sam so incredibly desperate to save Dean. Dean so desperate not to let Sam do anything that could turn against him. So paiful. And the honesty between them... I loved hearing Dean acknowledge their fucked-up pattern of sacrificing themselves for the others, how they love and take care of each other in a such a way that things always end up in tears and blood and that it had to stop here and now.
Actually I think I could run a loving commentary about every single scene of that episode so let's just that I loved it. I also hated it because it was painful and heartwrenching, but it was fantastic!
So to sum up; there's no way I could textually render my love for that show. Or that finale ♥ ♥
I'll wait for the fics to be written now - both FPS and RPS - because, well, if you watched the episode, you know why.
Oh and it was fun seeing Megan Connor/Anna Galvin in SPN :-)
And on a RL now. I had my job interview and it went really well! The head of department said he wanted to hire me but that he has to take it with the Human Resource Department and with the Dean and stuff. Apparently he's a bit at war with them because he's trying to develop his department and needs more people but they're a bit reluctant. Let's just hope he'll get the last word. Especially as the guy actually told me that he had no intention of paying me minimum wage... If he gets a say in it, I'll be paid more than what I earned before! Due to my experience and competence and diploma. I think my eyes got very wide at the comment because I thought that kind of thing didn't exist at the Sorbonne! But it does! Oh, man, this would be so great! So I'm keeping my fingers crossed now. I should get an answer by the end of the month *fingers crossed*
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Date: 2008-05-16 04:42 pm (UTC)IT TOTALLY DOES! THAT'S EXACTLY WHY I WAS SO SHOCKED! I mean, sure, they were going to send him to hell but they sent him to hell! I'm not going to recover from that one anytime soon.
NO other show makes me react like SPN.
You too, eh? Not that I'm surprised, obviously lol But SPN does it everytime. And sometimes, it's really much worse. In a badgood way. If it makes sense :-)
Congrats on the job interview going well :D I hope you get the job! It definitely sounds like you deserve it :)
Thanks! You're a doll *kisses*
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Date: 2008-05-16 05:55 pm (UTC)I'm just not as attached to any other characters as much as I am to Sam and Dean. It's kind of crazy!
Anyway! *calms self down again* No problem :D *hugs* Hope this guy manages to get his department so you can work there! I don't know much about these things, but the Sorbonne... that's pretty good, right?
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Date: 2008-05-19 06:36 pm (UTC)And the ending of AHBL II was awesome but it was clearly the kind of finales that could have ended a show and given the viewers some closure.
Here we so didn't get that and now I'm dying to see what happens next, while dreading it a lot!
Working at the Sorbonne is nice because it's the Sorbonne and it's a nice place and everything but it has many drawbacks, including minimum wages and no bonus or anything... the fact that the guy is willing to pay me more really surprised me. One hell of a pleasant surprise, obviously, but a surprise all the same.